I am kinda having a headache now. Guess the cold wind just freezes my brain and we call that "Brain Freeze~"
-_- Lame, I know.

I was really tired today. I felt I hadn't rest enough. (Not forgetting the rather sad yet disturbing nightmare. To think it was a story of Vampire!)

Went to SMU for lunch with Fyn.
I almost felt young there, though fact that I am!
It was so lively and yea students all around.
Passed by the Drama and Music lab and it looked so fun to be inside! I badly wish to be there, even if it's for a week.(a day's never enough.)
Saw Nina but didn't called her. Not being anti social but I can't quite explain why I was doing there.
It is kinda sad for me to explain,"Oh hey~I'm working nearby,like very near only.So how's studies here?"
I just feel sad I ain't part of it.
Yes, I wanna study.
The thoughts of digesting hard facts, formulas etc didn't quite spur me but it is the campus life I seek.
Don't tell me about taking part time courses instead.
In the first place I wouldn't have that kinda money(for part time course even!!) and studying part time means you are studying for the sake of STUDY.
This isn't quite my case though that's the eventual thing afterall.
It is the life I want, the feel I yearn.

Gosh..I felt all blood rushing up my head and think I could sit here and vomit blood suddenly.

Work was fine.Higher responsibility comes with price.
I didn't think I am one notch above others but I didn't think I am any below either.
I meet creeps, creepier creeps and so on. Fair share of nice people but I deserve them.
I am doing jobless a service. I am doing employers a service. I am doing a service and I feel underpaid...severly.

People don't and won't look at me like how people of my age deserve to in actual.
Here I am talking in pro with people sitting in high rise buildings.Would they know how old I am and how long I have been in this line?

Yes I am proud of myself but I am just underpaid.
Day in and day out, I am just helping people to get a job that pays a few levels up mine.
$2000,$2800,$5000 and man what can be my record?

With recognition, I am expected more @ work.
What do I hope to acheive?

Anyway the last 30 mins of work was great cos we weren't doing any.
Albin came back to surprise. I would be proud if say...my girl is to get a guy like him.
Where on earth can you find such boy next door and cute and decent and shy and honest and depenable guy around in this age!!
I would be happy if any friend I know becomes his gal. Our best bet is Fyn. Haha. Fyn is such a great gal afterall. The world could do more of them and less of me.
My blessings to know such nice people and they are friends.=)

I badly need an undisturbed sleep.
My bio clock rings at 6am!! Every 6 in the morning, I would check my hp and hurried for another 50 minutes snooze.

And the sad thing is I couldn't...not for the next few days and work resumes on Wed.

Bummer!

It's comforting to know afterall..

I got a mind that works.
Group of friends that rock.
Good colleagues.
A stable and makes me in demand job.
A blog.

Xin nian kuai le.

=)